Lyrics

My life is not what I imagined
I could be living it alone
Or I could be lying on a stretcher
Waiting for cancer to eat my bones
So I know that I am living fortunate
But still I cant let go
To the only dream I know
I'm not going down, At least not like this
I'm learning to live this life somehow
Thought I'd know it by now, Thought Id be there by now But it all turned around
Im just trying to live this life somehow
Don't shut the door on me, no not just yet
Maybe my timing wasn't right
I get so damn restless in the shadows
When will this darkness turn to light?
With every step I take down this winding road
There goes another night
I'm not going down, At least not like this
I'm learning to live this life somehow
Thought I'd know it by now, But it all turned around
Im just trying to live this life somehow
And it's breaking me down inside
I'm not going down, At least not like this
I'm learning to live this life somehow
Thought I'd know it by now, But it all turned around
Im just trying to live this life somehow
Where is my angel of hope?
I think she is in distress
We always fear the unknown
And then we follow the rest
Prescription pills help us cope
To try and deal with the stress
But then we mix them with alcohol
I'm not going down, At least not like this
I'm learning to live this life somehow
Thought I'd know it by now, But it all turned around
I'm just trying to live this life somehow.