Lyrics

I?ve been looking for a way out all this time
When right in front of me is the best thing in my life
I don?t believe that staying always has to mean you?re left behind

I have an understanding I?ve never had before
You?re no longer an addiction, my mother or my lord
There?s no dependence, only choices and I choose to love you more

Cause once I realized, no question is alone
That an answers by its side, though it tends to roam
That asking?s not enough if you never intend to know
I believed that I could finally

Change this time
Change is mine
Change this time
And put down all the darkness and begin
To let in a little light

When I was driving, I wept like a child
But I felt better somehow with each passing mile
I drove round in circles for hours and the irony
Made me smile

Cause once I realized, no question is alone
That an answers by its side, though it tends to roam
That asking?s not enough if you never intend to know
I believed that I could finally

Change this time
Change is mine
Change this time
And put down all the darkness and begin
To let in a little light


I am standing here, I am tired but proud
Questioning all your promises wondering, ?where are you now??
I?d ask the saints but their the cruelest people in this town
I want to love you but I don?t know how

I believed that I could finally
Change this time
Change is mine
Change this time
And put down all the darkness and begin
To let in a little light

In the underground of every heart, there's history