Lyrics

Waiting in the suffocating emptiness of impatience do you really think that today might be the day
That you will find and keep embrace and complete a solution to the tangle you devised
Everything you said that you would turn out to be only turned out to be a lie
While every expectation you said you would exceed only turned out to be to high

So much (so much) upon my back
That could be aleved
So much (so much) upon my back
That I could care to leave behind now

Well I don?t mean to be such a despicable bastard but could we move it along just a little bit faster
So I can retreat and reacquaint with disaster again
And I?ve been some kind of contradiction blaming this shit on some sick addiction it?s a crutch to call when I cant be consistent making me feel a bit non-existent

So much (so much) upon my back
That could be aleved
So much (so much) upon my back
That I could care to leave

There?s so much upon my back
That could be aleved
So much (so much) upon my back
That I could care to leave behind now