Song Description

a complicated relationship that isn't what it seems.

Lyrics

halloween night and i'm scared silly
cause i think i gave up my favorite lie
i was wearing a mask for a reason
don't think it's the season
it's just you and i
were not meant to finish this sentence
because you know me i'm pure independence
stuck on the syntax of someone you love
but i'm never what you're thinking of

just like we met on thin ice again
i like the smell of cigarettes but i know what's good for me i guess
you're so in love with me in the abstract
you've held me down to imaginary train tracks

from a melting pond to a hotel bar
at the ice machine, that's the scene so far
sick role reversal, my catch 22
chasing my shadow, but i can't see through you
don't know what to say cause my lungs have gone numb
and you're always what i'm thinking of

we sent all the letters, and ran all the stats
but you'll never have your best girl, not like that
and if i won't have you, then i lose your love
cause it's never what we're thinking of.