Story Behind The Song

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Song Description

This is about someone who keeps running into failure -- financially, relationships -- all around and he/she finally realizes that they have a low self esteem and just keep making the wrong decisions based on being "broken" inside -- This person is crying out to find out why he/she is so broken and waging an inner war with themself ("I'me shatter down to the core.. I'me battered in my own war)--

Lyrics

I'm feeling like a fish flapping in the sand in the blinding sun..
Again I'm in the red and I'm over my head and its just sad
Am I so bad and I so bad?

I've got a six pack lying on my bedroom floor next to a pile of bills I can't pay
My rent's past due and you just walked away..
What am I doing Wrong?

I realize.. there's something broken inside of me
I realize.. there's something that I just don't wanna see..
You say there is song somewhere that can make this all alright but your Wrong .. I realize you're wrong

I'm feeling like I just don't quite know how to make it in this jungle..
Every time I think I'm on my feet the floor just rumbles..
I'm dizzy and I'm back into defeat..

I've got bloodshot eyes from staying up all night hearing you whine and complain..
I should've thrown you out instead I begged you to stay..
What am I doing Wrong?

I realize.. there's something broken inside of me..
I realize.. there's something that I just don't wanna see...
You say there is song somewhere that can make this all alright but your Wrong .. I realize you're wrong

And I'm shattered down to the core..
And I'm battered in my own war...
What am I doing Wrong?

I realize.. there's something broken inside of me..
I realize.. there's something that I just don't wanna see...
You say there is song somewhere that can make this all alright but your Wrong .. I realize you're wrong
I realize your wrong
I realize your gone....